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I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.

Hello lovelies! I hope you are all well. First things first, I'm here to once again apologise for the lack of blog posts. I'd be lying completely if I told you I've been busy...I haven't. Not really anyways. But I've been working super hard on my youtube channel and I've also been doing a few projects with my friends for weddings and stuff.

I finally have a job! I'm super excited and I feel so lucky to once again be employed. I cannot begin to tell you how awful these last few months have been. I've been so bored, and it's the worst thing in the world to be stuck with yourself for days on end, going over and over stuff in your head. Nobody wants to live inside their head, and I'm sad to say that that's where I have been. But hopefully now I can get out of my head and put all my efforts into my new job (which starts today by the way) and everything will slowly come together. I literally cannot wait to have some money again. 

As I said before I've been doing some side projects with my friend Katie. We have started our own wedding/events photography and videography business. If you follow me on Instagram you'll know that I have been spamming photographs on there from our recent shoot, and you'll also know how very, very proud I am of the work we have been doing. It's getting to that stage now where we are looking at studios and stuff as well. It's all very serious, very quickly, but I'm really loving it. 

This weekend I will be partying my little heart off by the seaside and I cannot wait. It'll be nice to reunite with my second family and get absolutely bladdered in celebration of things to come. 

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Wedding Shoot - Behind The Scenes!

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[Youtube] Summer 2015 Lookbook

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Had a lot of fun filming this today whilst swanning about in the sun! Here I have four of my favourite Summer time looks. I've tried to cover all areas - casual and going out. It was nice to do something a little different and even more out of my comfort zone. My poor brother has been like "what the heck are you doing?!" all day. 

Outfit One
- Playsuit from Missguided 
- Sandals from Primark
- Choker from New Look
- Heart Earrings from River Island
- Hat from Boohoo

Outfit Two
- Sex Pistols T-shirt from Ebay
- Shorts from Missguided 
- Bracelet from Topshop

Outfit Three
- Playsuit from Missguided
- Sunglasses from Topshop

Outfit Four
- Crop Top from Topshop
- Joni Jeans from Topshop

Please watch in HD, comment and subscribe. It would mean the world to me! Also let me know what other sorts of things you'd like to see. And, if you have a youtube, please leave your link! 

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[Youtube] Betty Crocker Is Bae


Suppose I should start this by apologising. To you, and to myself. I did promise myself that I would make a video every day but GOD, it's a lot of effort. It's worse when you are literally doing nothing all day and today I've had to force myself to do anything because of how I feel within myself. It's amazing how low you can feel when you aren't working and you're just stuck looking at the same four walls all day long. I've decided that I'm not going to do everyday, but try with two a week. That means I can vlog properly and actually have something to show you. 

Thank you to anyone and everyone that has viewed my stupid little videos. I'm still getting the hang of this, but talking to a camera is starting to feel normal now, which is a huge step from someone who didn't want to be in front of the camera like that. I'm not a youtuber, I'm certainly no Zoella. I'm just trying to get out of my comfort zone and I hope you will come on that journey with me. 

I really would like some more ideas of what people want to see, because I'm aware that I am doing the stereotypical, generic videos that you see all the time online at the moment. So any suggestions would be great. I'm slowly trying to insert more **me** things in them so they aren't as girly and annoying as most youtube videos tend to be. 

Ranty rant over, please give it a quick watch (in HD!) and let me know what you're thinking inside of those lovely little heads of yours. Please subscribe as well, that'd be well cute x

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[Youtube] Day 3: It's Too Flippin Hot

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Hello! So today has been like the hottest day of the year, ever. It's been 32 degrees in the North of England and it has been unbearable. I have done nothing today, nothing, nothing at all, whatsoever. I tried to film and it was just such an effort in this heat. So instead I made a video I originally was never going to make, and that's of me...just talking. Mostly about not making a video and letting myself down, but yep. Here I am, in all my annoying Northern glory. 

After editing this video I noticed that I touch my hair way too much. I think it's a nervous thing, I never wanted to have myself on youtube like this - ask anyone who knows me. I'm not about this lifestyle. I don't want to be on camera like this. But for the sake of my video project I took one for the team. And it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I sort of enjoyed it, which is great because it means that I can do more videos and actually speak and be a part of this community more.

I dunno why you'd watch this, but if you do, stick it in HD. And please subscribe! It would mean the world to me. 

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